My aunt died last night.
I'm virtually jobless.
I'm conflicted.
I'm bored to tears.
I truly have no sort of life right now, STL is bad times.
I'm not trusted by my own family.
Friends are scarce.
Hell, people that are interesting enough to keep around are scarce.
My phone still dies within 4 minutes of using a fully charged battery.
I'm not going to California for the funeral.
The other three members of the family are in steady quarrel.
My brother enjoys throwing out the fact I smoke when he's arguing.
My mp3 player is dead, dead, six feet under.
NERD comes out June 10th, but where is the Nas album?
The Democratic system of nominating a candidate is retarded.
Yeah, I smoke, so fucking what?
He over-eats and watches anime porn, and he's holier than thou?
I think not.
LOL, CARTOON porn though? Thought you were all religious.
Nigga, you're a bitch.
Don't ever bring my name up in an argument ever again.
I'll rip you to shreds, I'm the ALPHA.
Funny how people turn snake when they're on the hot seat, even blood.
My brother is also the biggest bitch on Earth.
No lie.
I hate when I'm called a liar/player.
I end relationships over people calling me a liar.
Assumptions are for people with vaginas and the US Government.
I despise all my ex-girlfriends, too much stress behind them all.
The internet bores me for the most part.
Niggas are cupcake soft nowadays.
I say 'no homo' due to NYC influence.
My extended family likes to front emotions/feelings in grave times.
I clear my mind by going outside and looking at the stars.
I have no inspiration whatsoever to write anything of substance.
I'm not in that mood.
My life seems to be heading in no direction aside from backwards.
Trying times are the easiest times, in my opinion.
Too bad these are the "eased" times.
Women seem to be more interested in me when I'm "taken".
It makes no sense.
Fuck life, really.
Don't comment, it isn't needed.
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
The Rundown
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I'm sorry to hear about your aunt.
I send my deepest condolescence to you and your family.
I have an uncle that's on his death bed right now, it's only a matter of time..
[sigh]
Death, what a concept eh?
I'm not trusted by my own family either.
My phone does that too. I could be charging it all night, the minute I take it off the charger "low battery" .. UGH! Fucking motorola-piece-of-shit!
N.E.R.D.'s album is hot, Carm hooked me up with the bootleg yesterday.
Hm.. that Nas should be interesting.
Cartoon porn? Eh, you'd be surprised at how many nerds get off of that anime porn stuffs. And those comic books too? LOL whatever means to get a nut right? [roll my eyes]
You're not a liar. You've been pretty honest with me so far :)
[pat your head]
The internet bores me too.
:(
I lay in bed for hours just looking at the moon and stars.
It makes me feel like I'm not the only one out there and whatever that's going on in my life right now.. somebody else out there is going through a lot worst. Hang in the Noahlyface! You just need to step out from the normal frame of life and find a new way to look at things.. then that will give you a motive to get right back on the ball again.
LOL @ women more interested in you when you're taken.
Typical. It's the idea of wanting what you cant have ;] it's like a game, a challenge..
I commented.
Don't hate me.
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