Epsilon

Mournful day. The weather fit the occasion. As did the mood and numeral of date, for the most part. Rainy, torrent type of business. Hah, Friday the 13th. Same mindstate.

Today was my Aunt's funeral in California. I woke up to dogs barking. Easily signifying the maids. Got up, dressed in my bummy clothes, hair all slanted over to one side due to how I sleep. Smoked a few.

Decided when I got back home I'd go to the movie theatre to see The Happening. Hadn't realized movies were so expensive to see. Haven't been to one in so long. I only ever go to the movies solo. I can't stand company at the movies, it defeats the purpose of going to the movies, in my opinion. But overall, a good movie. But that's my opinion. Kinda figured out the reason for the events occurring early on in the movie. You just have to think about it.

I guess I'm making a few exceptions as far as the plan. "Slow Construction" stages. Since Elisa, Mai, and Liz have been a few I've been able to open up to. It helps. More than they'd ever know.

Talked to my mother today, details are still sketchy. I guess we'll see when I start contacting them for correct information.

Cooked today, lasagna. It was alright. At least I know I can fend for myself when parentals are half a continent away. Gives me a sense of responsibility I could get used to.

LIVE is still working, thank God. Need a new phone. I figure I'll be writing my lament tomorrow. It just FEELS right. I hope it's of a proper remembrance of her. I hope.

Anyway, adjusting the plan, hopefully this works one half step by one.